New Year Eve...

31Dec2008

Just received MEMO, 3pm can go home today, I am very happy that today would have been in the vicinity of the company until very late in the evening, is really good news, in fact, this morning to go to work when, KL, many of the main road Shut down, really can not imagine if 6:00 off work, then not sure what time can home. In the morning, see the relevant authorities have begun the countdown for the evening and prepared to begin to feel the kind of lively atmosphere. But may be grown up, I do not like the beginning of the countdown, because too many people and crowded, or own a really old, remember that each of the previous day, I will be friends and go to the bottom, back to the middle of the night before, but now I, Would rather stay home, maybe I changed it, just want to rest at home. Time really flies, that is tomorrow, in 2009, back in 2008, I have to do what meaningful thing? Suffer, mind is blank, as if nothing to do, God, tomorrow I want a positive outlook on life, I hope next year I have different ideas, friends, work together now, Happy New Year, dedicated to I know and do not know!

Unlucky day for me...29Dec

I have decided to December 29, as for me the most unlucky day. Yesterday, I do not know how, and even cut my hand, that I will not usually so careless, blood flow has been really very scary because the young age of sensitive PALSTER I naturally can not be affixed to PLASTER, to watch the blood , and can not paste PALSTER to stop ' bleeding', really heartbreaking.

Know why December 29 is unlucky on it? I remember this day last year, I was robbed of handbags, after all my behind hurt, I will never forget, 31DEC time but also at home, and what COUNTDOWN have been removed and cancelled, I really infuriating, this year's cuts hand, really deep, scarring is eternal, but the fear in my heart is never forgotten. A friend told me she saw a girl lost her lives by jumping off a building, is December 29, God, this day is really not a good day. Do not say I am superstitious, next year I will certainly not out , stay at home enough. My friends, please remind me my bad day next year ,ok? Ha ha...

Boxing Day....

After Christmas, to work is really bad mood, me sleep well last night, the middle of the night so noisy, AMBULANCE car sound ring for a long time, really can not sleep. Fortunately, there is no traffic this morning, most people may also take holidays.

In fact, I am afraid AMBULANCE, heard the sound of cars, this represents there are unfortunate things happened last night, suddenly felt very afraid and suddenly feel that lives can be very short. Sometimes to see more and more elderly parents, their heart is really very afraid of is to feel, especially the loss of their loved ones, I think must be very painful. I was thinking, what happens outside in the end? Why AMBULANCE car sound so long? Can not sleep is not because of the sounds, but a little worried about what is happening outside in the end, women ah, are so sentimental, right? But old people, they will leave this world, that is, everyone will have to face, but as long as having a meaningful life, then would not have been white, I now know why the First' Qin Emperor's' why great pains to find eternal youth medicine, because he did not willing to this world, not willing to his land, but how people are no match days, there are a lot of things are predestined, right?

This morning, and many of the whole person, I do not remember what time falling asleep last night, a few points, this year's Christmas is the same, there is no Santa Claus legend, only the middle of the night's AMBULANCE sound, but in any case I hope that everyone has a Merry Christmas, perhaps next year, Santa Claus will come MALAYSIA it? There is hope and incentive to life, right? Refueling Oh, my friends!

Strange people...

Recently, hated the feeling to stay in the office, probably because the boss is not here, the reason we are the company's' housekeeper 'in particular has become idle and every day asking for trouble. Monday, would have mood is not too good in the morning to go to work, she began asking for trouble, the company's immediate environment has become so noisy as if 'Pasar', take really is no way she was. Some people call her, she would say very loudly, 'I am so busy, why do I find all this'? I began to understand that a person's voice can be more than RADIO loud voice, so amazing it!I listened very funny, it is only one person in her job? She often said that even there is no time to eat, but if she could use her phone to talk about private time to do her job well, then you can not it?

Sometimes heard of other people's unreasonable to blame, really do not know is funny or angry, because it is too irrelevant things, how could wander so far this topic? She's also fine the imagination.I think if every day in such an environment, I am afraid I have become deaf, how do? God, let me have some quiet time, please? I hope 'she' would not pass the buck to someone else, to blame others before it, to try to think about their own shortcomings in the end where, please? God, please give me a quiet working environment.

Realistic & Romantic....

Chat the other day with my mother, talking about father and her love story. Mom told me that the former is very simple life, their love story is very simple, but I think, though simple, but very romantic. Because the relationship between the work, they have known each other.Every day off work, Dad would look for mother, and then ride together on the BUS to go to the theater, sometimes the street to eat, she said there now seems that the young people, especially holiday will send a gift or to a restaurant to eat 'rich' dinner, may be poor before, mother said she did not receive any holiday gifts, but she said father is really very good, their lives may be very simple, but very romantic , A pair of lovers ride bus and dating, in our present society, it is only seen in movies. Speaking before mother's love life, I feel that her heart is still sweet. Now go back to the real world, I think, I should not do, it may have been social progress, human beings have become a reality. I try to ask myself, if now have a man like my father was the pursuit of ways to pursue me, I do not think I'll accept, all of a sudden felt me really is not romantic, but now I find that I belong to the reality of the camp, ha ha . Sometimes we will lose sight of vanity and a romantic, right? In fact, romance and flowers may not be noble to the restaurant to eat 'STEAK', for the love of two people, may be eating plain porridge, is also very romantic, you agree? Parents are old, but still love the original material in the absence of feelings, can be 100 to the old, realistic and romantic, you are what kind of people?

Christmas day...

Go shopping the other day and saw the sparkling Christmas tree, I am very happy, from small to large, I like Christmas, Santa Claus may be, or I like the gifts under the Christmas tree. Very long for a white Christmas, I think, if I have the opportunity to have a romantic white Christmas, a really beautiful too.

Christmas one year, I decided to door at home to celebrate Christmas, a week before the book TURKEY, to prepare a calm and happy Christmas. I am scheduled to be responsible for the day, my friend to that restaurant, they say that we do not have reservations, of course, I do not have the patience not to ask for a phone call to ask what really happened, ha ha, it was my mistakes and stupid, went so far as to fight Wrong to call another store to order, Fortunately, the manager is so kind, or our Christmas really fly in the ointment.

In fact, every year for Christmas, want most is to exchange gifts at all times, I am innocent of the past, red socks before going to bed will be hung on the bed, hoping to wake up the next day, Santa Claus will put a gift Go in, but every year are disappointed with the passage of time, I know that it is only a legend in the world there is no Santa Claus, but it has become a habit after every year, I will still be hanging red socks Bedside in the hope that there is a miracle it! I believe a miracle because a miracle on behalf of the hope that the people must have hope, right? Christmas is next week, hope I can received what I wants, and this year hope to see the legendary Santa Claus, I think, if I see Santa Claus, I will not be intimidated by them? Santa Claus, I'll wait for you, I love Christmas.

Respect for life....

15Dec2008

That day to go to the hospital to visit a friend, dengue. Recently, a lot of people because of dengue while in the hospital. See other patients, all of a sudden we feel very fortunate, in fact, there are the same as the health of wealth, a point which is right. Patients in the hospital, I believe they have the same feeling, in fact, they want to do a lot of things, but they can not. They see the persistence of life, I really admire, so I am very disgusted with the feelings of those who commit suicide, really stupid, there will be many patients and their families in order to adhere to live, so why people commit suicide so easy to give up their death? Do they not have thought of their family members will feel sad to leave it? Suddenly felt very sad, we always complain is not good enough to eat, sleep enough, but compared to some of the patients in bed every day, we do not fortunate than they do a hundred times?

There was thought that if one day I am rich, I could use my wealth to help those in need, to some of the poorer countries to help them. Sometimes we watch TV will see a number of hungry children can only see the bone, looked very sad, but when to eat, we will not be wasted good food, really extravagant. As a child before, I had thought of as volunteers to help countries in the world some of the people who need help, but grown up, it was found out that the reality of life and ideals of the gap between the really, all of a sudden I felt really bad. I hope everyone is healthy and happy, world peace, is it possible?hope my friend for a speedy recovery, God bless him...

Extra-marital affairs....

A male friend told me recently he fell in love with a woman, sounds like there is nothing wrong, but he has been married, this is the problem. From what he said, he was also a very deep love. I think, in the end like a man without self-control, or the outside world is too good, although I do not know his wife, but also for her is not worth it. He told me that he can not control , he said that he regretted the marriage so long ago, this is the reason? He told me that he is now suffering because the two women to hide, but that he brought this upon ourselves, I will not pity him, ha ha, very ruthless it!

Honest, my friends love very seriously, I really did not expect him to do so, if he falls in love with a person, he would disregard everything .He would now spending all his time with the new girl, wife Beginning to question, but he did not care about this so he told me that he was suffering, there is one thing to really worry about that girl, he loved her so much, that if one day that the girl left , then he will go mad, because he really can not lose. Really sad, then love a person, why not simply divorce and start another period of feelings, has been delayed for three no good, right? Love does not hurt really shallow, not the time to blame? Or the strange man can not control themselves? Who can blame?Who have the experience may be able to give him a advise, in the end what he should do? Is the phrase, love the world, not simply to accommodate a third party, right? I hope that he would like to make clear, do not hurt anyone like, bless him! I do not want to because my friends love and crazy.

KL Traffic...

11Dec2008

I do not know whether I;m in bad luck or because today is SELANGOR's public holiday ,in a traffic jam outside the company one and a half hours, the involved. Perhaps it is because of the relationship between the rain, or a holiday today, the people all go to the KL for Xmas SHOPPING. The economy is not good, but it is still the same, perhaps because human nature is like spending money, especially women. Dates a friend for dinner, but this is the case, had no choice but to be late. I think that if one day rainy day, KL traffic jam does not, then there must be problems ,in life really contradictory, traffic congestion, we complain, no traffic jams, we think there is a problem. God, how to meet them? But for me, not the traffic jam is the best. The dinner time is around nine o'clock, that is the case, my diet plan to lose weight never succeed, because the relationship between the traffic it! Ha ha, this is who will never pass the buck to some things, do not think that they have failed to do the best, people will never be self-sufficient, I hope tomorrow will not be KL traffic jam, with everyone pray for me pleasea....Friday traffic is damm teribble....God bless me....

Tragedy....

08Dec2008

Recently, read newspapers, not all happy news. Landslides, to see relatives of the victims, really sad that this is not a natural disaster? Another piece of news is a tragedy, but also a long-distance BUS negligence, in fact, I read this kind of news really feel very angry. Can the relevant authorities on this matter more attention to it? There are those who do not have the spirit of the driver can concentrate on it? Said that the goods are not, but human life, a lot of people because you may lose the negligent lives, irresponsible driver can do for the sake of other people? Each festival will be such a tragedy occurred, in fact, I hate to see this kind of news, so I have always read only version of the entertainment, as seen, I do not feel sad. Hope that all drivers, whether it is morning or evening, be careful driving, it is necessary to remember, your responsibility is very great, right?

Marriage.....

27November2008

A few days ago, a friend that told me he want to get married, have a little surprised, because the bride was only 20 years old this year, but can not, pregnant. I think pregnancy in fact be prepared for some couples, is very happy, but some have not yet psychologically prepared, what would happen? Perhaps I should not like the first, she might have been able to do a good mother, but the 20-year-old for me, really young, she would later regret it? Marriage is not a joke, does she really give up her studies, and in the community has not yet entered before and to get married? In fact, listen to a lot of newly married and pregnant friend, said that because of changes in mood, and often quarrel with her husband, perhaps this is a challenge and over, children born after the couple's lack of experience, there are bound to be problems, will not be There only regret?

I think,the responsibility of parents to do really great, if not ready to marry under, after the birth of a child to think on the other side is not, to divorce, then that child how to do? For a child, in the absence of the healthy growth of the environment grew, he later life be happy? I have never experienced such a thing, but my view is that children are innocent, not self-willed adults, and the misuse of a child's life, perhaps my view is a bit exaggerated, but it is every couple should be Face. Feelings just can not, and did not know you married the person is not the end of your life with that person, right? In my view there is perhaps a little extreme, wish them hapiness forever...

Gambling.....

On that day, went to genting with a friend,stepped into the casino, the security has checked my IC, I think, because it seems to me as it did in the under-age girls, or they are too free, and because of this that I should feel happy It? Ironically, it has been too! If I remember correctly, this is the second time I enter a casino. Inside, each appears to be so busy that they see, I think, are really gambling decompression? They even seem to some, and really no different from the professional gamblers, there is one thing I admire their patience, I think, if they can put the 'patience' on their work, their time on the family , Is not it better? Maybe I will not gamble, so I do not think that gambling can decompression, but the indulgence may lead to go bankrupt, it is worth it? If there is extra money, why were they not to help those in need? They see the kind of 'professional', I began to think that people who like gambling, they will not feel tired, really admire!

Inside spent less than half an hour, I went out because I do not understand the kind of 'game'. Find it very boring. I found a very fun GAMES, at that time I felt that I looked like 27 years old, or even state of mind to stay in the 17-year-old, ha ha, very funny it! 3 hours of play, I did not feel tired, I began to understand the feelings of gamblers, gambling and the original game, once obsessed with, are not able to take time off for good terrible! Gamblers who do not gamble, go home with your family!god bless them....

Sense of responsibility....

05Nov2008

In the mall that day to see a very sad's case, because there was a negligent mother, her son disappeared, she had been crying, in fact, can understand her feelings at that time..
she is no direction to find him, has been crying, see also feel sad, but what can be done? Loss of feeling really painful....

Nobody likes to lose their favorite person, I do not know the end, but I know that she will never forget the kind of fear. I was clearly remember her look, completely out of control, numbness of the towing guard, crying on the side, while his son to describe the appearance, is also sad to see, I think, if she can give a little more concerned, it will not happen. Perhaps there is a lot of people will blame her negligence, but I know her than we do, or close to her heart everyone a thousand times, after all, she is a mother....

The world of parents in the hope of more concerned about their own sons and daughters, mothers who hope to find her son..god bless her...

谁为寂寞恋爱，将来也许更寂寞....

"谁为寂寞恋爱，将来也许会更寂寞"-很喜欢着首歌，蛮有意思的。我总觉得人会因为某种事情的发生，又或者因为环境而转变。近来觉得S小姐有一点转变。和自己爱的人分手后，没有变得消沉，反而更加积极的过，其实我真的很欣赏你的坚强。其实逆境过后就会是春天，好吗？现在的你，也许已经开始习惯没有他的生活，听说你遇到了另外一个＇他＇，你必须知道也许＇他＇只不过是一个过客，但是在我心目中，你是一个很理智的人，我不希望你为了达到目的而去选择一条错的路，凡事都有极限，适可而止，你是聪明人，你应该知道怎么做，好吗？当然，我知道你不会因为寂寞而恋爱，要为自己而活，好吗？

有很多时候，我们遇到爱的人，我们会爱得特别小心，因为害怕失去，就是因为这样，我们失去了自我，那是很可悲的事，爱情真难懂，加油s小姐！

Sacrificing....

03Nov2008

Very often, when we heard a pair of lovers quarrel, the Federation can not do without 'sacrificing' the word, the woman said, I am with you, I sacrificed my youth. . . . But I always feel that love is not a business, rather than how much, how much will be the last,Love is nothing wrong right, as long as sincerely in love, what was the result, it is not important, you agree?

I hate to wait, I think is a waste of time, I may not have patience. But sometimes waiting for the loved ones, or it may be a happy, in love, then what are sweet, so taken for granted, but once the separate.Love a person, do not even own some do not plan to do, is the love of numbness...

I think love is life's most difficult lesson to study and work, if we study diligently, it will obtain a good result, but love, no matter how our efforts to pay more than the other, but may also be the last Will test into, FAILED. . ...

Therefore, we should not care so much. Love a person, on the exhaustion of the whole body strength to love him, after all, not everyone can have a love of their own, filling it all in the delivery of honey lovers...

Passenger...

Always think this year is not as smooth a year, be it economic or is love, there seems to be hindered, but fortunately is now the end of the year! This year there are a few friends love is not so smooth, and breaking up with her boyfriend. In fact, nothing wrong with feeling right, as long as once, then it is not a very good? The length of time is not important, it is important that really loved. Maybe it can not be together is a pity that there is one thing, but also for those who have not found before, there will always be a number of passers-by, we learn how to love a person, then the next stage would be more exciting feeling, you agree?

In fact, men and women and in the end can become very good friends? One of the boys who take care of the girls, in the end there is not so selfish? Very often we have not missed time because of the people, perhaps, it is fate, I believe it fate?I would like to life in a number of years, once told me that the people who paid a thank you, because you, I grew up, because you, I learned how to pay and how to love, though you only passenger in my life, but Thank you to accompany me through my life the way, let me not be so lonely, perhaps some of them miss is the love of the people there will be very soon, please?

Romance.....

31Oct2008

In fact, romance is very painful, but the two together, if not see in the future, then the only choice to give up. Well, you see the suffering, I really feel very sad, sometimes I think, in fact, love should be happy, but why we would love to lose so many tears do? During that period, we accompany you every day, why love is so hard for it? In the end, all the time to water down, although I know that in your heart, you will never forget this in your mind has a very important position, but I think that time really can dilute all, I believe You do it, no matter what, I have to support your decision, MS E Come on! To remember, as loneliness and love, the future may be even more lonely, bless you, my best friend, MS E....

Love vs Trust.....

30Oct2008

I believe that every section of the feelings of the most important thing is mutual trust, if there is any doubt, then this will definitely not be emotional for a long time,agree?

Someone told me this,'trust is earn,not give' I fully share, love, it is necessary to accept all his shortcomings, they should learn tolerance. Miss a person feel very sweet but very hard, sometimes life is really in a dilemma. In fact, you agreed with the long-distance love?

Lets talk about long distance love - we miss each other, but in some time, we will feel very lonely, is not it contradictory? When we fell in love with a perfectionist, we will feel tired, feel for each other's enough to pay more, in fact, love a person really tired, but it is very sweet, emotional things really complicated, love and feel The numbness is when we like a person, we will be desperate to pay.

Love and trust are always involved, the beginning of a lie, then the second, third. . . With a new lie to cover up the old lies, love, it is necessary to believe that he believed what he said, you know? Bless you, my friend Ms T....

分享Sharing....

30Oct2008

Y小姐刚和一个男子开始新感情，但是有一间事让她觉得很困扰。她的男朋友有一位很要好的女性朋友，这位女性朋友事无大小也会找她男朋友帮忙。这位男生告诉Y小姐他只把她当妹妹。也许吧，Y小姐应该相信他，两个人在一起一定要信任对方，不然就没有意思了。但是有时在想，人是自私的，有谁可以和别人分享爱呢？有很多事我们也许可以和其他人分享，但是一定不是爱。我没有资格去给一些专家的意见，我个人觉得，那个女的一定是对那个男的有爱，不然她不会提出一些那么过分的要求，所以你一定要清楚知道到底他是什么样的人，不要因为她而影响你们的感情，只要你男朋友对她没有其他情，那么什么事也可以解决，因为毕竟爱情是不可以分享的，希望这一次你真的遇到你的真名天子，好吗？爱的世界里，只可以容纳两个人，如有第三者，那么就会变得复杂了，对吗？

时间Timing....

30Oct2008

很多时候我们总会认为‘在对的时间，遇到错的人，又或者错的时间，遇到对的人。’我其实也赞同这句话。想分享一个朋友的故事。T小姐告诉我，她近来为了感情事很烦，她，有一位蛮稳定的男朋友-A先生，但是，几个月前，她遇见另外一个他-B先生，我问她，其实喜欢哪个他，她竟然没有答案。觉得很奇怪，一个刚认识了几个月的B先生，怎么可以和一个在一起几年的A先生相提并论呢？也许爱情就是麻木的，也不能解释的。

T小姐告诉我，A先生是典型的家庭观念主义者，而B先生就是那种很细心，又体贴的男人，也许人是贪心的动物，T小姐告诉我，她可以在B先生身上找到一些A先生没有的东西，所以她两个都想要，不舍得放弃那种甜蜜而被宠的感觉。其实我不能给予什么意见，也许吧，对于两位先生，是有一点的不公平，但是爱情本来就是不公平的，T小姐，我知道你懂得怎样去选择，因为那是你的人生，你的幸福，我祝福你，你一定可以得到幸福，好吗？其实时间长短并不重要，重要的是哪一位先生可以给你一种幸福的感觉和将来，你听懂了吗？加油，祝福你们。

我自问....

我笑说 我会一世养你 竟感到累你 亲一亲彷似交戏
我赞你 连沉默都优美 竟使你动气 竟不想我看你
可能我想得比较多 事实上你喜欢我 有几多 爱到太累没法复原 似当初 说句笑亦能讲错
我自问了解我为人 心思仔细 才有幸跟你蜜运
凭好心专心真心小心爱到你多放任 若是努力善良难再吸引
我并未了解我情人 怎么兴奋 才会自觉共我总算合衬
双手握紧都握不到些安全感 你教我怎样做人
我爱你 爱到不见了我 得心里滴血 声咅比哭更清楚
我悔过 情人若珍惜我 肯将错就错也会换来谐和
可能我 犠牲得太多 现实是我比起你 爱更多 我怕你是为了寂寞 至许可 对你这样迷恋过
我这个性叫你拿自己在上 这样子共处肯定不能长 难爱我也想你恨 不自量 继续是否牵强
多么蠢都应知道要识相 智慧纵不够 我自问了解我为人 顾着别人 忘记自己那命运
唯一懂忠心苦心不懂对你放胆去问 问问伴着我哪里吸引 我渐渐了解我情人 怎么兴奋
无法用爱共我真正互吻 些少好感 假装相爱多么残忍 与我已不是情人 无情但诚恳 ...

Because Of You...

29Oct2008...

'Because of you I learned to play on the safe side so I don’t get hurt '.....'Becuase of you'...The first time I hear this song, suddenly moved to tears. Perhaps it is because of the singer's way of expression is very real. I do not know!

'I lose my way ....I cannot cry ,Because I know that’s weakness in your eyes '-When we fell in love with a person, we would have lost their own. We hope to be able to find a partner for life, but when we find that, and we have been so close to the partner, is not the end of our life-long partner, we are very sorry, did not even dare to think about, so terrible, and I love that one Should not be numb from the recovery, in particular, can not lose self, right?

'life means we are born, study, start to work, find our loved one, understand each to become stable and become legally coupled and tighted with marriage after both are matured and confirmed the opposite side is one. then finally form a family....make more generations, get old and say bye to the world...' agreed?I often wonder, we can not complain about how hard life, they should value and treasure we have, do not do something to make their own regret.

Because Of you... I learned tolerance....
Because Of you... I learned independence....
Because Of you...I learned how to love a person.....
Because Of you...I learned understanding....
Becuase Of you......... I'm afraid.....