29DEC2009-GOD BLESS ME....

今天是１２月２９号。前年的今天，我被抢劫了，去年的今天，我割伤了我的手指，今年的今天，我提醒着自己，凡事要小心，我请我的好友们提醒我，这个日子的到来？但是为什么没有人记得？哈哈，今天要切记－小心小心。

My christmas present 2009

I love this penguin..Really big and cute. Thanks.

Christmas 2009

Just came back from lunch, was eating alone, well, at least I can quietly take a look at what happening all around. Ha Ha.

The decoration @ Weld is just normal if comapared with PV, but also not bad. Lunch hour, Orchestra were singing the Christmas carols. Today, there is a Santa Claus, he amuse a child. Each child is like Santa Claus, because Santa Claus will send a gift. The child received a gift from Santa Claus-a box of candy ,and saw the child's smile, I feel very moved. Grow up, when are we smile happily but just because of a box of candy?

Grow up, the requirements and demands of life has changed, I still like the lives of children before, but I still love Christmas, or so, I still look forward to Christmas, I hope Santa Claus can send me the gift, but each year are disappointed ,is Santa Claus really exist?

You Belong With Me...

You're on the phone with your girlfriend, She's upset
She's going off about something that you said
She doesnt get your humour like I do
I'm in the room, its a typical Tuesday nightI'm listening to the kind of music she doesnt like
And she'll never know your story like I do

But she wears short skirts, I wear t-shirts
She's cheer captain and I'm on the bleachers
Dreaming bout the day when you'll wake up and find
That what you're lookin for has been here the whole time

If you could see that I'm the one who understands you
Been here all along so why can't you see?
You belong with me
You belong with me

Walkin the streets with you in your worn out jeans
I cant help thinking this is how it ought to be
Laughing on the park bench thinkin to myself
Hey isnt this easy?

And you've got a smile that could light up this whole town
I havent seen it in awhile, since she brought you down
You say you find I know you better than that
Hey, Whatcha doing with a girl like that?

She wears high heels, I wear sneakers
She's cheer captain and I'm on the bleachers
Dreaming bout the day when you'll wake up and find
That what you're looking for has been here the whole time

If you could see that I'm the one who understands you
Been here all along so why can't you see?
You belong with me

Standin by, waiting at your back door
All this time how could you not know that?
You belong with me
You belong with me

Oh I remember you driving to my house in the middle of the night
I'm the one who makes you laugh when you know you're about to cry
I know your favorite songs and you tell me about your dreams
I think I know where you belong. I think I know it's with me.

Can't you see that I'm the one who understand you?
Been here all along so why can't you see?
You belong with me

Standing by or waiting at your back door
All this time how could you not know that
You belong with me
You belong with me

Have you ever thought just maybe
You belong with me
You belong with me

The right person...

These days are very lazy to write blog, feel very tired, not sleep well every day, Get out of bed only noon and then went out to have a chat with friend until night, others said that the woman's pastime is to talk together, really are not wrong.

We talked a lot of topics, one of which is --How to marry the Right person?I think, finding Mr Right is not an easy thing to do. we think that we have found the right person but later we have doubts.I think,being with the right person can bring hapiness and a sense of personal strength to your life.My friend said- You will know you are marrying the right person if your future husband says-'I love you' not only in words spoken, but by loving actions. We define loving actions as doing things such as noticing when I'm tired, remembering my birthday, wanting to spend time with me, listening to me, showing me respect, showing me affection, being patient with me, kissing me hello and goodbye, and hugging me for no special reason.

The right person will never limit the amount of time I spend with others I care about, and does not try to isolate me from my family and friends, never try to control my life too,you are just nice to me. :-) This is what I think.

To be continued....

没有出街的星期六.......

昨天我很早就睡了，虽然没有发烧了，但是还是觉得很累，这几天，很感激妈妈和爸爸对我的无微不至，可能在他都是们眼中，我永远他们最小的女儿，但是我很想告诉他们，我已经长大了，现在是到我照顾他们的时候了。

今天早上，睡到很迟才起床，本来答应和他们吃早餐，之后就陪爸爸去看眼科，到后来还是要他们买早餐给我吃，可能他们知道我很累，所以没有吵醒我。等待的时候，我看见爸爸的忧虑，我知道他很担心，看见他脸上的皱纹，他真的老了，看着他一直留眼泪的眼睛，我很心痛，平时我很少和爸爸交谈，有什么就只有告诉妈妈，但是今天我尽量和他谈天，我希望他忘记他眼睛的痛。

终于到我们了，爸爸说我可以进去看，其实我知道他是希望有一个人可以陪着他做检查，因为妈妈要照顾小孩子，所以妈妈只好在外面等，我陪爸爸进去。医生检查的时候，爸爸一直望着我，我叫他不用担心，因为这和医生是很有经验的，当时的感觉就好像小时候，我生病的时候，害怕打针，爸爸一直看着我叫我不用担心，现在爸爸就好像小孩子般，需要我的鼓励。看着医生拿着针要刺爸爸的眼睛的时候，其实我很害怕，因为我不知道爸爸会不会觉得痛，我不敢看。终于OK了，但是因为药水还没有消化，所以爸爸的眼睛还是看不见，医生说两个星期后要再检查，假如还是模糊的话，那么要动小手术，其实我鼓励爸爸动手术，因为那是小手术，但是爸爸说他很害怕动手术，他希望可以用药水医治好。

当我提醒爸爸要小心楼梯的时候，我很想哭，我很心痛，他真的老了，我们可以在一起的时间又会有多久呢？回家的路上，我没有说话，爸爸妈妈在讨论别人的事情，我根本没有心情听，我很担心，他的眼睛看不见，那么我们不在他身边的时候，他怎样载妈妈出去？怎样出去和朋友吃早餐呢？

觉得很累，要睡了，希望爸爸妈妈身体健康。

我又生病了.......

昨天，AFTER LUNCH，觉得肚子真的很痛，我决定去看医生。当时我的心情很害怕，我害怕我有绝症，那种无助的心情真的很害怕。

今天我觉得好多了，我一定要尽快令自己好起来，我不要再生病了，很辛苦。原来当生病的时候，我们才会感觉到身边的人对我们的关心，才发觉原来健康是如此的重要。

今年对我来说，并不是很顺利，身体好像很多，希望身边的人都身体健康，星期六要和爸爸去看医生，他的眼睛看不清楚，我觉得看医生比较好。

希望２０１０会是新的开始。

好担心.....

昨晚，我睡得不好。

妈妈告诉我，她上厕所的时候，流了很多血，她的背部很痛，看见她那么痛苦的样子，我很心痛，突然觉得很恐惧，很害怕，我突然觉得很无助，很彷徨。

我很想哭，我不知道为什么要哭，但是我没有哭，因为我不想抱病的妈妈为我担心，我并没有找任何人谈天，因为我想冷静。我发觉，原来问题发生的时候，没有人在身边，那种感觉很恐怖，很孤独，但是我知道，那就是生活，我们总不可以靠任何人而生存。

今天，我没有出去吃LUNCH，因为没有胃口，明天一早我会陪妈妈去做检查，我知道，她比我更加担忧，这几天睡得不好，很累。我希望一些都会很好。

我的心情 :-(

星期六，很早就起床，新郎来接新娘，那一刻，我觉得新娘子很幸福，原来，新娘子是最美的,晚上和在哥哥的家庆祝中秋节，很久没有这样的聚会，我觉得很开心，很温暖，长大后，总觉得时间不够用，每天工作，和家人在一起的时间不够.

想分享一位朋友的经历。１８岁那年，为了替妈妈还钱，被迫停学，前三年才刚刚把钱还清，然后交了一个男朋友，感情也算稳定，还决定明年结婚，但是她告诉我，两个月前，因为工作的意外，男朋友去世了，我突然觉得她很坚强，她并没有哭，但是我感觉到她的痛苦，我知道那种感觉，看见她，我不知道该说什么，我觉得很无奈，我时常在想，我很不幸运，觉得有时上天对我不公平，但是比起她，我的经历又算什么呢？她告诉我，她曾经试过一个星期只有RM１０？我觉得很伤心，不知道为什么？我觉得我朋友很可怜，当然，我不应该用＇可怜＇两个字，但是我真的很伤心，为什么世界会有这样的事？为什么她不可以得到幸福？我为她祈祷，祝福她，希望她会幸福。

还有一位朋友，她离婚后，现在竟然做了第三者，为什么她要把事情搞到复杂呢？我知道爱情是没有对和错，那个男人的老婆知道了，一直打电话给她，我希望她知道自己到底要怎样的生活，起码应该搞定自己的事，才开始另外一段感情，无论怎样，我不希望她破坏别人的幸福。

总觉得以前那种无忧无虑的生活很开心，我听了朋友的经历，我觉得我很幸福，有稳定的工作，而且家人也没有为我带来什么麻烦，一家人相处得也很好，有很多很好的朋友，我突然很感动，感谢上天给我那么多东西，我真的很感激，我一定要珍惜。

我祝福所有的朋友幸福快乐。

MOVIE-TSUNAMI

那天，看了TSUNAMI这套电影，很不错，虽然有写情节不是很逼真，但是我知道假如身同感受的人看了，一定会流眼泪。

我并没有哭，但是我觉得很感动，而且觉得很痛心，天灾人祸，那并不是我们要的，但是却屗可以避免，到了人生最后的阶段，谁才是我们正正想要见的人？又或者在那时，我们才知道我们最爱的人是谁，对吗？

让我们向在TSUNAMI牺牲的人致敬，无论是什么国家的人，希望他们安息，我觉得很感动。

好闷哦！

这几天心情不好，可能因为工作量太多，很大压力，工作好像做不完似的，我觉得好累。

幸好明天请了假，我希望可以过一个愉快的周末，希望公司里最＇烦＇的那个人不要打电话打扰我。想去旅行，但是又怕H１N１，生活好闷哦！

twist to my waist-So pain....

Last night, I stretching the time, careless and twist to my waist, very painful, I felt pain ,can't really sleep, insomnia, and I began to worry that the future will it affect my fertility? Because the spine of a woman is very important.

Today, in a bad mood, do not know why, perhaps worried. Having bad headache..Tonight need to sleep early :-(

我康复了....

我康复了。

－当生病的时候，才发觉健康的重要
－当生病的时候，才觉得原来可以上班是一种幸福
－当生病的时候，才发觉原来妈妈和家人是那么的爱我们
－当生病的时候，才发觉减肥的愚蠢（很多美味的事物都不可以吃）
－当生病的时候，才发觉生命是如此的重要

谢谢所有关心我的朋友。

End of the world?

Get flu.. I think-I'm getting sick...

Feeling cold today, and no working mood. Can I just go home and rest?

The taiwan's Disaster really make me feel bad. I hope everything will be fine, h1n1 is getting serious too, I'm worrying that I will be part of it too. Gold bless me.

So many disasters and infectious diseases, is a symbol of the coming end of the world? What do you think?

好闷喔！

这几天心情好像闷闷的，整个人都提不起劲，可能因为每天都下雨的关系。

唯一我觉得开心的就是，我成功的减了４KG，应该庆祝，哈哈！下个星期就开始PUASA，希望TRAFFIC会有改变，我讨厌早上的TRAFFIC和下雨后的TRAFFIC，令我觉得厌烦。

今天是星期五，但是我却没有兴奋的感觉，可能H１N１越来越严重，我也没有打算去哪里，要照顾自己的健康，好吗？希望H１N１很快会受到控制。

我的新小狗

我家里增添了新的成员－新小狗。

其实我不敢太接近它，因为我害怕失去的感觉。它很可爱，还是＇小孩子＇，非常顽皮，可能它也恐惧，又或者不习惯新的环境，一直吠个不停，但是我知道它很快可以容入我们的生活。
我希望它快点长大，看着它顽皮的样子，我突然想起以前的狗，很怀念以前和它的日子，但是我知道现在它一定在＇狗天国＇活得很好。

小狗小狗，欢迎你！

爱深过做人-Janice

最初有伴 便欢喜 两手一伞看雨飞

以为谈恋爱只像游记

说天说地 沉迷你 讨好了自己

没意会剧情沉闷便分离

到得我熟习分离 每一位也爱到死

以为曾经有过亦唯美

哪知雨下无人理 饮饱了伤悲

浪费眼泪全因 爱不起

无奈是爱深过做人 学不到不记恨

信任疑心理智感性太难平衡

痛在爱不爱别人 自爱也痛心

自尊心终惨胜天真

哪想发现 在一起 喜欢都要费心机

爱情何苦斗智像游戏

那张笑脸如何美 不敢太惊喜

任性亦未忘知己知彼

怀缅那天真 只要觉得够开心

黑雨下淋湿 那一吻

今天,我真的超级笨.....

我真的超级笨。

今天早上，看见SEREMBAN HIGHWAY 那么塞车，自作聪明的我当然走ALTERNATIVE WAY。 转去CHERAS 的路，还是那么JAM。 突然想起几年前的捷径，我知道现在的路改了，但是我想应该不会有太大的分别吧！我担心会走错路，所以就跟个前面的几辆车，我的直觉告诉我，他们也是在KL上班。

跟着他们，走过了捷径，为什么还没有到KL的出口呢？跟着跟着，怎么他们转进去HUKM呢？但是我想，没有理由那么多车都在HUKM工作吧，那么就一直跟着他们， 天啊，到了GUARD HOUSE， 我被GUARD 停住，问我STICKER　呢？ 当时才发觉，原来那么多辆的车都是在HUKM上班，我真的笨到顶级。

转出HUKM 后，我竟然迷路了，真的不知道该怎么办？跟着SEREMBAN 的路牌，总算＇脱险＇ 了，还以为可以避开塞车的路，到头来却浪费了那么多时间，真的讽刺，幸好上班没有迟到，不然真的＇陪了夫人又折兵＇，我以后都不走捷径和不再相信自己的直觉了！我是笨蛋啦！

這就是愛嗎-Joey

你確定這就是愛嗎 真的愛我嗎
手牽著手漫步斜陽 就當作浪漫
兩個人眺望遠方 以爲愛的晴朗
當我回頭望 卻 已淚濕了眼眶
當夕陽變成星光 當愛情換了方向
你一如過往 對愛太緊張
但未來又會怎樣 未知的明天總讓我徬徨
誰給我力量

我不怕你 愛不愛我
只害怕你 以為愛我
抓緊我 不算擁有

你總學不會放手
我不怕你 不懂愛我
只怕你 把習慣 當作愛
你猜不透 我要什麼

兩個人眺望遠方 以爲愛的晴朗
當我回頭望 卻 已淚濕了眼眶
當夕陽變成星光 當愛情換了方向
你一如過往 對愛太緊張
但未來又會怎樣 未知的明天總讓我徬徨
誰給我力量

我不怕你 愛不愛我
只害怕你 以為愛我
抓緊我 不算擁有 你總學不會放手
我不怕你 不懂愛我
只怕你 把習慣 當作愛
你猜不透 我要什麼

我不怕你 愛不愛我
只害怕你 以為愛我
抓緊我 不算擁有 你總學不會放手
我不怕你 不懂愛我
只怕你 把習慣 當作愛
你猜不透 我要什麼
喔 你猜不透 我要什麼

I'm so sorry.....

Today's mood a bit uneasy, the kind of feeling is really difficult to describe, maybe I really can not resist you, good for me or that I am nostalgic for the feeling of being pet.

Sometimes more than one choice is not the best, why can not a simple point? Very often, I want to tell you my thoughts, but in the end, I still do not want to tell you that because I do not willing to, maybe I was selfish, I do not want to lose that feeling, I know this a bit unfair to you, forgive I am cruel to you, please? I know that one day we will separate, but I will treasure the time with you, I am sorry!

我的狗死了.....

昨天，回到家，哥哥告诉我我的狗死了，突然觉得很伤心，虽然我并不是爱狗狂，但是我也很喜欢＇它＇。前几天，看见＇它＇呼吸那么困难，之后就送＇它＇进医院，三天了，＇它＇离开了，突然觉得很不习惯，也许已经习惯了＇它＇的吠声。

突然觉得没有胃口吃东西。 有 人告诉我说，也许我应该值得开心，因为＇它＇不必那么痛苦，而且可以在＇狗天堂活得更加开心，我知道他只是安慰我，谁可以保证世界上会有＇狗天堂＇呢？

晚上那套戏令我有很大的感触，看了结局，我很想哭，其实人的生命可以很短暂，幸福也不是必然的，但是只要我们珍惜身边的每一个人，过得有意义，那么人生就不会有遗憾，我很赞同这句话，很不开心的一天。

Today's feeling....

Boss is not here, we all like a bird just came out from the cage, really freedom! I'm wondering how if my boss to read all these blog one day in future, for sure I will get fire. :-)

This morning, radio was discussing about the man & women's issue. Some of those are saying that all guys are actually not really know how to 'love' people and not romantic at all, not caring, all the girls keep on complaining how bad of the boy friend or husband, I was thinking, then why they get married with them since they are so bad?

Human is being contradictory, if let say you ask them to leave the oppopsite side since there are so much complaining, then they will not do, is very hard to get perfect partner in life. My dad is not a romantic and caring person as I think, but maybe to my mum, he is the 'best' husband in the world. He gave everything good to my mum, he brought me to this world, he taught me how to be a good girl, many many things... I love my dad , this morning, he told me that he can't get a good sleep last night, I'm worrying, I asked him to go and see the doctor later, not sure whether he has listened to me, he kept quiet.

Parents are getting old, I felt sad, I need to be the 'best' daughther for them, I'm not 100% caring and good, but at least I will try my very best to be that. Thanks god for letting me to have such a good parents. Sleepy, how nice I can take a nap now.

My mum & My dad..

This morning, I woke up as usual, my lovely mum was starting to prepare my ‘healthy’ breakfast , I’m thinking, how if I lose her one day? I not dare to think about that. I’m getting used to my life and covered by her.

On the way to work, Radio is playing the ‘ZHAN DIK OI LEI (Beyond)’ songs. All of sudden I think about my mum. She is very nice to me, wake up early to prepare the breakfast to me,she never blame her lazy daughter when she was not helping for all the household, supporting my decision all the while, I felt sad when I saw her white hair getting more and more, she looks so much older and the wrinkles seems to invisible seen, I think, I need to spend more time with her and my dad.

I feel guilty , I used to bring them for breakfast and shopping, but due to my busy workload, or maybe this is my excuses, I realized that I actually finding the reasons to cover my ‘Non-filial’, they never blame, they are my favorite people, they are great.

It's only when we lose someone that we truly love, we felt the pain. I love my parents……

他的离去。。。

每天翻开报纸，都是关于政治秘书的案件，但是对于这宗新闻，我的确很有兴趣，一直以来，我对政治真的毫无兴趣，这一次为什么我会特别留意呢？

他的死的确令人有很多猜疑？每天总会听到身边的人在讨论，为什么会发生这样的事？他的死的确令人觉得辛酸，但是令人觉得更痛心的是他的未婚妻和还没出世的孩子， 他们以后的生活怎么过？

她从来没有想过事情会那么突然，也许那就是命中注定，珍惜身边的每一个人，也希望她可以勇敢的活下去。

Bday celebration -19Jul09

今天我们选择了SHABU－SHABU，因为不想每天都吃那么HEAVY。

有一段时间没有和他们出来谈天了，感觉很好，原来和喜爱的人在一起，无论吃什么都那么美味，哈哈，不要误会，我并不是LESBIAN，只是喜欢和我的SWEETIE和BEIBEH一起而已！

过后，我们又去了SKY BAR，今天有点特别，，我们并没有ORDER WINE，因为明天要上班，我又要驾车，谈了很多以前的事，觉得很开心，希望每一年的生日都可以和他们一起庆祝，谢谢你们，我最爱的朋友。（NICKIE ＆ KIVI）

Bday celebration -18Jul09

Today, the choice of Western food, since a long time did not go to VS, and suddenly want to eat steak, I was so chameleon.

We do not book the table today, but fortunately not a lot of people, perhaps it is because I am lucky, ha ha!

Selected my favorite steak and red wine, taste good, after dinner, we proceed to PV. Work in KL for so long, it was found out that I never take pic @ PV, I like the new fountain , gave me a very fresh feeling, like overseas'许愿池', lighting shot in the water, really brilliant, very happy today , Thank you dear!

Bday celebration -17Jul09

今天，选择了中餐，因为他说这间酒家的菜很不错，那么就去尝试。酒家的外面很简陋，但是却有很多客人，增加了我对酒家的信心。

看见那么多美食，我知道我的减肥计划受到威胁了，我不相信会有那么好吃的＇排骨＇，也不知到两个人可以吃那么多食物，真的难以置信。

吃饱了才后悔已经是太迟了，但是人生就是这样，＇民以食为天，哈哈！

Bday celebration -15Jul09

My Weight loss plan has started two weeks, and today should 'reward' myself. :-)

After off work, we went to my 'favourite Japanese restaurant', is very happy to see so much food , I almost forget my diet plan, ha ha!

My favorite is the Japanese BBQ, very very delicious but regretly no SAKE that day! After dinner, we proceed to Sky Bar, I love the environment there, very comfortable and relax, watching the night outside, it was found that MALAYSIA is so beautiful, thank you, my dear friends..... (Kuan/Nic/Me & BP)

Successful Weight Lost...

I'm getting used to my new eating habits. I've also been good about selecting healthy snack options.

Yesterday was my weight-in-day. I only weigh myself once a week as I don't want to get obsessed with numbers.

When I got on the scale, I found that I had already lost 1.5KG, so I was totally pumped! This success is really the encouragement I need to keep working hard towards achieving my goal.

To reward myself, I decided that If I lost another 1.5KG next week, I would buy myself a big 'meal', Haha.

The Climb-Miley Cyrus

I can almost see it. That dream I'm dreamin' but
There's a voice inside my head saying you'll never reach it.
Every step I'm taking. Every move I make feels
Lost with no direction. My faith is shakin.
But I, I gotta keep tryin. Gotta keep my head held high.

There's always gonna be another mountain. I'm always gonna wanna make it move.
Always gonna be an uphill battleSometimes I'm gonna have to lose.
Ain't about how fast I get there. Ain't about what's waitin on the other side.
It's the climb.

The struggles I'm facing. The chances I'm taking.
Sometimes might knock me down but No I'm not breaking.
I may not know it But these are the moments that
I'm gonna remember most, yeah. Just gotta keep going.
And I, I gotta be strong. Just keep pushing on 'cause

There's always gonna be another mountain. I'm always gonna wanna make it move.
Always gonna be an uphill battle But Sometimes I'm gonna have to lose.
Ain't about how fast I get there. Ain't about what's waitin on the other side.
It's the climb.Yeah-yeah

There's always gonna be another mountain. I'm always gonna wanna make it move.
Always gonna be an uphill battle Sometimes you're gonna have to lose.
Ain't about how fast I get there. Ain't about what's waitin on the other side.
It's the climb.Yeah-yeah-yea

Keep on moving,
Keep climbing,
Keep the faith,Baby.It's all about,
It's all about the climb.Keep your faith,
Keep your faith.Whoa, O Whoa.

减肥计划-第七天

减肥计划踏入第七天。

那天，一位很久不见的朋友遇见我，她问我，为什么我好像消瘦了，突然觉得很开心，心想终于有成绩，她问我是否工作太忙而消瘦，我没有回答她。，哈哈，我并没有解释其实我正在进行减肥计划，总算有一点＇成绩＇。

回到家，看见妈妈很用心的为我准备了营养餐，爸爸的白头发好像越来越多，我觉得很心痛，原来年龄和青春可以是那么的残酷，但是我们却只有接受。看着他们脸上的皱纹，突然想起，以前妈妈也是日以继夜的为我操心，到了今天，依然一样。

回想起去年和父母到中国旅游，过境的时候，爸爸用了很久的时间才SCAN 到他的指纹，才发觉他的指纹随着年龄的增长而褪色了，生老病死根本就是不可避免的，要珍惜和父母的每分每秒，我爱你们。

减肥计划....

今天开始减肥，加油.......哈哈！

Sometimes when we touch....

You ask me if I love you And I choke on my reply
I'd rather hurt you honestly Than mislead you with a lie
And who am I to judge you On what you say or do?
I'm only just beginning to see the real you

And sometimes when we touch
The honesty's too much And I have to close my eyes and hide
I wanna hold you til I die Til we both break down and cry
I wanna hold you till the fear in me subsides

Romance and all its strategy Leaves me battling with my pride
But through the insecurity Some tenderness survives
I'm just another writer Still trapped within my truth
A hesitant prize fighter Still trapped within my youth

And sometimes when we touch
The honesty's too much And I have to close my eyes and hide
I wanna hold you til I die Til we both break down and cry
I wanna hold you till the fear in me subsides

At times I'd like to break you And drive you to your knees
At times I'd like to break through And hold you endlessly
At times I understand you And I know how hard you've tried
I've watched while love commands you And I've watched love pass you by

At times I think we're drifters Still searching for a friend
A brother or a sister But then the passion flares again

And sometimes when we touch
The honesty's too much And I have to close my eyes and hide
I wanna hold you til I die Til we both break down and cry
I wanna hold you till the fear in me subsides

OUR ICEBURG IS MELTING....

Recently read a good book, the book name is: OUR ICEBERG IS MELTING ', the author used to do PENGUIN theme, I find it very interesting. Beginning, were attracted of PENGUIN pictures, just like a story book for children ,besides, it is my favorite varieties, PENGUINS from FROZEN ANTARCTIC, really lovely. In fact, this is a very common story, but very meaningful.

It’s a story that is occurring in different forms all around us today, but the penguins handle the very real challengers a great deal better than most of us.

It’s a story that can be enjoyed by anyone while at the same time providing invaluable guidance for a world that just keep moving faster and faster.

‘OUR ICEBERG IS MELTING’-Changing and succeeding under any conditions, if free, remember to look at this book.

年龄.....

今天电台的话题很不错，想和大家分享。

假如你的另一半和你的年龄相差很大，你会觉得是一个问题吗？我在想，也许吧，可能双方的想法都不同，有一个朋友，她的丈夫比她大２０年，她时常都会投诉丈夫不够细心，好像永远都不满足，但是她的眼神告诉我，她是幸福的，起码她的丈夫很宠爱她。

有很多听众打电话去电台分享他们的经历，大部分都说年龄根本就不是问题，而且还很幸福，DJ说了一句话我很认同，那就是＇相爱是两个人的事，只要双方开心就好，根本不需要介意别人的眼光＇，我觉得很有道理，年龄也只不过是一个数字而已，对吗？

The'best' restaurant in Serdang....SERDANG HOME CXXK RESTAURANT

Last night, out to eat dinner with family, originally thought to try the food at a new opening restaurant , I went to seven o'clock , was really a lot of people, we would like to here some good food to eat. 8:00 o'clock, we started to grow impatient, called the manager over, and then he told us to wait about 10 minutes, 8:15, still waiting, to see the children of my sister look so hungry, I am really angry, and then I called the manager again.

She told me that there are two tables, it is our turn after, she said this to me: "Miss, if you come here to eat on sunday, you have to wait at least one hour, you do not know? the people who take order never inform you about this? Wow, what's the hell, after this, I stood up and pay and left, that service is the first time that I see, and did not say 'I am sorry' I swear. I would not go back to this restaurant. Although I do not know how the delicious food, but this attitude, I am not going to go AGAIN. , We replaced the other restaurant, food good, but the most important is the attitude is really good if compare with the 'new ' restaurant, so we have to remember that if you really want to go that restaurant, remember to eat something first before going to, because ' you have to wait at least a hours', a joke for me Man!

Your' surgery' day...

On that day, after lunch, I hurried to the hospital , you have entered the operating room, we have been wandering outside in the operating room, waiting for the feelings of hate, fear is the feeling at the time and a loss. Although the doctor said it is minor operation, but I always feel that they will be the risk of surgery. The doctor said surgery is probably an hour, but we waited a long time, and also did not see the doctor, I am really worried.

After 3 hours, I think- finally at ease, but because the drug is too strong, and we waited a long time, you only wake up, probably because you are not so clear, you actually can't hear us , When I really think that is very sad that you really old, look at your white hair and wrinkles, I know you do not have so strong, and before you to protect us, it is time for us to protect you. To the ward, you finally speak to us, and feel very happy, because your 'worried eyes" has disappeared, do not worry, we will always take care of you. We all love you my dad...

Small "car accident"

Really bad luck today,someone hit my car again, fortunately, my car was not damaged, only a small collision. Really do not know how people drive nowadays, really angry. This is not the first time, Really hope that everyone can concentrate on driving, please?

New Stage of life...

On that day, saw a young couple and a child, feel that they are very happy. Suddenly I feel want to get married.

May have tired of hanging out ,I'm thinking, to stay at home watching TV, or with loved ones and clean up the home, cook dinner , it should be very good. I finally believe that we will change over time and age , when I was young, I do not like to stay at home, but now, thinking has changed, sometimes feel very enjoy to stay at home, even if nothing can be done, also find it to enjoy. Perhaps I really should settle down to begin another stage of life.

Perhaps marriage is not that terrible, but very happy. Right?

We all love you....

On that day, you suddenly tell us that you feel uncomfortable, feel sad to see your pain. Night, you refuse to see a doctor, I do not know why, maybe you are afraid.

Next day, night to celebrate your birthday, you tell us you can't eat, after dinner, we accompanied you to see doctor, the doctor said that you need surgery, but only a minor/small operation, From your face, can see your concerns.

The next day, we booked surgery time, doctors say you have high blood pressure, watching the look of your face, I found that you really old, I am very sad, but does not matter, we would have been around you, accompany you, that health is wealth, this is also nothing wrong, there is no health, could mean the loss of life on the most important thing.

Dad, do not fear, in any case, we will at your side, Come on! I love you!

New Hairstyle..

Yesterday, all of sudden feel want to cut my hair, went to saloon and get my hair straightened, friends said I looks very young , like students, ha ha, should feel happy or sad ? Frankly, I prefer my perm hair look, but the new hair style that looks very refreshing too!

你的承诺.....

乌云遮蔽了天空
窗外又是阴雨时候
伞下的恋人中
不再有你我手牵手 一切过了 太久

我们的十字路口 下一站是谁在等候
你我的方向盘 却向着 相反的彼岸
终点还是 分开

告别你我离开之后 这回忆可以保留 当初那美好的感动
你说你记住了 不为彼此难过 过各自的生活
oh baby~ 你答应我的我都记得 但是你却忘了你的承诺
不是说好彼此都不再联络 谁都别再 犯错
是我的固执让你难过 但是分手却也无法选择
我走了以后 你要好好生活 不要想我 也别再哭了

＇我来自新村＇

昨晚看了一个很不错的电视节目，想和大家分享。

＇我来自新村＇

从前，我们华人的生活原来是那么的艰苦，突然觉得现在的我们很幸福，先人都过着担惊受怕的日子，时常都担心吃了这一餐之后，下一餐怎么解决呢？比起现在的我们，时常为了决定不了晚餐的地点而吵架，是不是小巫见大巫呢？实在讽刺。

我们应该觉得欣慰和幸福。有些人看着自己的亲人被日本人刺死，看见他们还流露着那种悲伤和愤怒的眼神，我觉得很辛酸，也许对他们来说，是一辈子的痛，那道伤痕永远都不会消失。
想起一位婆婆说起以前的经历，对她的表情我还是历历在目，觉得很心痛，一班人之中，她是唯一逃出生天的人，也许她是幸运的，但是那么多年来要她记住那么悲伤的经历，上天对她是否也有一点残忍呢？

觉得心痛，日记还是要过，有时觉得，日以继夜的工作，也只不过想要过一些好日子，比起先人以前的毅力，我们还是好像缺少了什么，简单就是幸福，珍惜一些所拥有的，好吗？

Girl's talk....

Yesterday , met a group of old friends, talk about their life after marriage and childbirth experiences. Suddenly felt very afraid of having children, children are indeed not an easy task, and now only really know a great mother. Although married to me far away, but I never fear, because I think it is a life process to go through it, but heard them saying that the kind of pain, I really feel a bit scared that I was so timid.

Together we talk about life, I suddenly realized that time really flies, it began to feel that they have no longer young, sad it! To a few friends or single, we have been thinking that we are longing for a single life and is not binding, but their eyes to see the happy eyes reveal that I realize that we all grew up, their is someone else's mother, has been ago is no longer innocent and lively group of girls, As for myself, suddenly felt like to have a home, a warm home, have my own children, and love my husband, it was not very good?

I do not know myself and get lost, in the end, what is the life i want? What I seek is life?

Bangkok trip...

Just came back from Bangkok, I really like this place, whether it is food, MASSAGE, SPA, or SHOPPING, can be described as a paradise for women, the enjoyment of the better places, of course, compared to Japan or European countries, there are still gaps, but if want a cheap and we could enjoy the place, BANGKOK sure my first choice. There is quite sometimes did not go to BANGKOK, or, like every day then the JAM, or clothes so cheap, delicious food or so.

BANGKOK -my favorite is the SPA, really comfortable, has such a big job stress, travel a few days back the spirit of the work that the original 'rest is going for a longer road' this sentence is also not wrong. Life so short, why is a useful but it? Value of time, if tired of that job, then must travel, it is necessary to remember that a never-ending earn money, very short but it is a fun trip.

结束了.....

有些时候，我们会觉得生活很累，甚至忘记一些曾经对我们很重要的人，忘记一些曾经很难忘的事。其实，我们并没有忘记，只是我们不愿意想，不愿意去想起。。。。

有些事情，不想面对，不想解决，并不代表没有问题，不想放手，但是始终要放手，对吗？长痛不如短痛，这句话真的很有意思，事情解决了，就好像打开心结一样，结束了，虽然心痛，但是却是心灵上的释放。。。。也许就只能把那份感觉永远的留在心中。。。。永远永远都无法忘记。。。

Growing pain...

In many cases, we always thought that falling in love with someone, they will not let go, as time goes by, I feel it also followed the disappearance of this?

Sometimes, we will always be a fear of losing people, but did not lose the kind of pain, how it will be pleasure? Real life is very contradictory.

The most important thing is once owned. . . . Once because the feelings of the oath will be the end of the follow disappear. . . . learn to 'give up', will be eternal joy and happiness, right?

Nightmare...

Last night ,there is a nightmare for me,that I dreamed I died, I do not know how to describe that feeling, even though a dream, but it seems very real feeling. Dream, I've tried to speak with my family and friends., but they seem didn't hear me say, after the voice has told me that" they would not hear what you say, because you have been living in a different world, that You have died'. At that time, I really fear, I never fear death, because I think it is life, nobody can be immune and avoid, but last night's dream, let me feel fear, suddenly very afraid of death, I am afraid to leave this world, I am afraid to leave the most pro-people. Everyone has the opportunity to fight for survival, not to easy to lose precious lives and cherish the people around us, because we do not know that when we will leave the 'wonderful' world. I hate 'Nightmare'.

Good movie...

Last night saw a very good movie, and hope to share. In fact, the content of the story is not so true, but some circumstances made me feel very moved. A lot of time, that is, because that minute may be the entire consequences are different. After reading this drama, even has a sense of want to cry. The original time of the encounter of the person, or the time to do what is true is very important.

Sometimes we will be because of time and missed the right person, but if there is a 'fate', then the final will still be together. Was afraid of the feeling of separation, although human can not escape sickness and death, but when we know that the loves one will going to leave, that feeling true pain. So to cherish the time together, because we do not know what will be the last time appointments. We must make our lives more exciting, and no regrets.

Who is the 'right' person?

In fact, the most distressing is the loves one not understand me.When to say is always so sweet, but when the problem happened , why all the words into harm? Why love a people so pain?In fact, the fundamental love is to let the two people in loves have the opportunity to hurt each other, do you agree with it?

Originally, the thought that he would be the most understanding of my people, but until now found that most people are not aware of him in me, it is difficult to describe this feeling, the tears flow in my heart, but the eyes did not tear, it is sad or despair? Women despair, or give up hope, also can save it?

Possible, life and love, has never been protection, but also should not buy long-term insurance, and die, the insurance will compensate, but totally the case? What happens?

Time is the best proof of love, perhaps we really need a long period of time, or experienced a lot of things before I noticed that the other side instead not the right ones.... but it would be too cruel, why should there be many good memories, it was found out he was not the 'right' person?

wish her a speedy recovery..my dear friend...

Just back from the hospital, a friend who is admitted to the hospital also because of dengue .Her case more serious than me.I see her, she is alone,her family and her husband not there too. she did not have appetite to eat, but also spit out everything, do not have the strength, to see feel pain too, I can understand her feelings now , really hard because this disease the most important thing is to drink water, but she spit on if drink, really worried.

Maybe this year for her is not so smooth , before New Year, listening to her talk about her and her husband's problem, they only married for one year, now divorced, marriage really no protection and not only a word? I know sometimes because of communication problem, but why it did not want to clear? Marriage is a lifetime event, must not rush, otherwise will certainly regret it.

She needs someone to be with her now, but just did not see her husband, I think, why her husband can be so reassuring to go home, leaving his wife alone? I suddenly have a little look down on this man, perhaps my ideas are a bit extreme, although I do not understand their feelings, but I really got no 'comment' about this man, I hope my friend a speedy recovery and hope she will feel better tomorrow, worrying her. . . .God bless her...

A happy woman...

Had lunch with my ex- colleague today. Previous, she is not happy with the job, in fact, she work is only in order to pass the time, I have always jokingly called her princess charming to stay at home, and now her life is true. A month ago she had just come back from Japan, but also to Australia next month, but she has complained her life now is very boring, Living flu that did not, but we are always working hard for people who are really the envy of I really ironic, ha ha. I think she is happy, and heard that her husband is also very good for her, but honestly, I still enjoy the work of life, understanding of different people learn different things, and that is life, life is too relaxed, then the target may not be , then there would be no color in life. I think I will enjoy that first bitter sweet life, work pressure, the go travel, enjoy working hard to come back again, I think so that they will have satisfaction. Each person can ask the way of life are different, so long as to live happy and meaningful, it is enough, right?

A letter- 5years ago...

Last night, when I clean up the room, I open a long time have not opened the box, suddenly saw an old friend wrote my letter, if I remember correctly, it should be a letter five years ago. Once we are very good friends, just like the two sisters, no matter what will be in line to do, anything can be shared, because of some misunderstanding and the reasons, we have no further contact to see the contents of the letter, suddenly felt very sad, sudden miss this one a long time not seen friend. I know that she is now married, living well, has a love of her husband, and a small baby, a well-off homes, but also quite happy. We have said must be happy, she did, I also happy for her.

Probably because we've grow up, thinking, and living habits are beginning to change, and now we are only in sending forward sms for some holiday but can not seem to before, nothing can be discussed, suddenly feeling very bad. Finally read the letter, no matter what happens, you will always be my best best friend. See here,I cried. In my mind, she still exist, feel very comfortable after cried. Person can not live forever in memory, it has to move forward. I dry the tears and put the letter into the box.Thank you, once with me through so many happy way, bless you, my old friend!

属于.....

属于..........

我坚持的 都值得坚持吗 我所相信的 就是真的吗 如果我赶追求 我就敢拥有吗 而如果都算了 不要呢
或许吧 或许我永远都不要遇见他 或许吧 或许我太天真了吧
属于我的昨天之前的结局 我决定我的决定 属于我的明天之后的憧憬 我迷信我的迷信
属于我们点点滴滴的伤心 我们要各自忘记 属于我们闪闪发亮的爱情 我们再一起努力
属于风的 那就去飞翔吧 属于海洋的 那就汹涌吧 属于我们的爱 该来的就来吧 为什么不敢呢 不要呢?
是他吧 命中早就注定了的那个他 是他吧 他原来就在这里啊
属于我的昨天之前的结局 我决定我的决定 属于我的明天之后的憧憬 我迷信我的迷信
属于我们点点滴滴的伤心 我们要各自忘记 属于我们闪闪发亮的爱情 我们再一起努力
属于我的昨天之前的结局 我决定我的决定 属于我的明天之后的憧憬 我迷信我的迷信
属于我们点点滴滴的伤心 我们要各自忘记 属于我们闪闪发亮的爱情 我们再一起努力
属于我们点点滴滴的伤心 我们要各自忘记 属于我们闪闪发亮的爱情 我们再一起努力

*很喜欢这首歌，今天属于我的东西，明天是否也一样？又或者明天不再属于我呢？

Hapiness....

RADIO yesterday ,in the DJ made a remark that very interesting, I would like to share with you. She said that 'today is your thing, does not mean that tomorrow is also belong to you', I strongly agreed. The world there is no absolute thing, of course, also includes love, and therefore we must cherish what we have, do not always want to think- still have time, we must cherish every second of time together, please?

Happiness is to have to strive for, but how many people can have their favorite people marry? Legend says that we usually can not get marry with the loves one , it is a regret, and only 20% of the people can be their favorite person to get married, they are happy. Perhaps, and a love of their marriage, it is happiness. Sometimes think that love is sweet, but is also painful. Sweet time of course happy, but when the quarrel, the two sides will hurt the other side to say something?then the scars are forever, right?

I hope people all over the world happiness...

Those days in hospital....

On that day, all suddenly felt uncomfortable, perhaps this really is not so lucky, Chinese New Year coming soon , but I've forced to admit to the hospital, really unlucky. Recently, a newspaper reported dengue daily news, really did not think would be a member on it. Thanks god, you can let me go home to eat in the Mission's Eve dinner, or to eat in the hospital, then atmosphere is really no point.

Although only a three-day stay in hospital, but really very sad & suffering day, every day is the same medicine to eat, and now see the 'PANADOL' I feel fear, nothing to eat taste, lying in a hospital during those few days time really been very slow progress, the original health is really very important, even how much money we have, is really not feeling well,what can we do?Nothing right? I was lying next to an auntie, but also DENGUE, but probably because we so noisy, the next afternoon, she has asked for changed room, ha ha, my friend, you gals really noisy, know?

However, we will only 'value' of friendship when we need help or get sick, thank you, of course, my family, especially parents and 'you', thank you, I need to take care of most of the time, you all in my around, Friends, I will never forget your 'worried' faces, I promise you gals, I will take care of myself, do not let myself sick, I hope everyone is healthy and happy!

Simple=Hapiness

That day ,chat with the young bride who has just married , talk about her wedding day and life. Because of pregnancy, she was forced to stop her studies, conversation, her husband has been enough complaints romantic, did not give her any surprises, and she said her home will always thinking. There is no doubt that a pregnant woman must have such characteristics, it is rather surprising that she is only in the room every day, there is no communication between family members and her husband, but the simple and naive in her eyes, I think that she is happy But after the child after birth, but also be like?

In my eyes, I feel that her husband treat her really good, although it is missing a little bit of romance and fun, in fact, as long as there is a genuine good of their own men, so not romantic, what does the so-called? I do not know what their life is apparently a matter of fact her husband is also very carefully to her, no one is absolutely PERFECT, right? For me, not psychologically prepared for marriage under the one day fly in the ointment, not perfect. Now there is a problem, after the baby born to them have never experienced the same newlyweds whether it can stand the test?I believe that is the simple is equals to happiness, agreed? Forever loyal to wish them happiness.

The most annoying person....

The man I hate the most:-

1. no grace /No manners
2. Opinionated
3. Speak no brain
4. Always say something insulting other people's words
5. Fabricated
6. Stingy
7. He think he is very capable, but in fact just nothing
8.Rumor, saying that a number of untrue things
9.Only to take advantage of others people

Can you imagine a man really brings together all of these shortcomings it? I do not believe before, but now I believe, because in my friends list, really have such a person, but fortunately I am not very familiar with him, Thanks god!