Girl's talk....

Yesterday , met a group of old friends, talk about their life after marriage and childbirth experiences. Suddenly felt very afraid of having children, children are indeed not an easy task, and now only really know a great mother. Although married to me far away, but I never fear, because I think it is a life process to go through it, but heard them saying that the kind of pain, I really feel a bit scared that I was so timid.

Together we talk about life, I suddenly realized that time really flies, it began to feel that they have no longer young, sad it! To a few friends or single, we have been thinking that we are longing for a single life and is not binding, but their eyes to see the happy eyes reveal that I realize that we all grew up, their is someone else's mother, has been ago is no longer innocent and lively group of girls, As for myself, suddenly felt like to have a home, a warm home, have my own children, and love my husband, it was not very good?

I do not know myself and get lost, in the end, what is the life i want? What I seek is life?

Bangkok trip...

Just came back from Bangkok, I really like this place, whether it is food, MASSAGE, SPA, or SHOPPING, can be described as a paradise for women, the enjoyment of the better places, of course, compared to Japan or European countries, there are still gaps, but if want a cheap and we could enjoy the place, BANGKOK sure my first choice. There is quite sometimes did not go to BANGKOK, or, like every day then the JAM, or clothes so cheap, delicious food or so.

BANGKOK -my favorite is the SPA, really comfortable, has such a big job stress, travel a few days back the spirit of the work that the original 'rest is going for a longer road' this sentence is also not wrong. Life so short, why is a useful but it? Value of time, if tired of that job, then must travel, it is necessary to remember that a never-ending earn money, very short but it is a fun trip.

结束了.....

有些时候，我们会觉得生活很累，甚至忘记一些曾经对我们很重要的人，忘记一些曾经很难忘的事。其实，我们并没有忘记，只是我们不愿意想，不愿意去想起。。。。

有些事情，不想面对，不想解决，并不代表没有问题，不想放手，但是始终要放手，对吗？长痛不如短痛，这句话真的很有意思，事情解决了，就好像打开心结一样，结束了，虽然心痛，但是却是心灵上的释放。。。。也许就只能把那份感觉永远的留在心中。。。。永远永远都无法忘记。。。

Growing pain...

In many cases, we always thought that falling in love with someone, they will not let go, as time goes by, I feel it also followed the disappearance of this?

Sometimes, we will always be a fear of losing people, but did not lose the kind of pain, how it will be pleasure? Real life is very contradictory.

The most important thing is once owned. . . . Once because the feelings of the oath will be the end of the follow disappear. . . . learn to 'give up', will be eternal joy and happiness, right?

Nightmare...

Last night ,there is a nightmare for me,that I dreamed I died, I do not know how to describe that feeling, even though a dream, but it seems very real feeling. Dream, I've tried to speak with my family and friends., but they seem didn't hear me say, after the voice has told me that" they would not hear what you say, because you have been living in a different world, that You have died'. At that time, I really fear, I never fear death, because I think it is life, nobody can be immune and avoid, but last night's dream, let me feel fear, suddenly very afraid of death, I am afraid to leave this world, I am afraid to leave the most pro-people. Everyone has the opportunity to fight for survival, not to easy to lose precious lives and cherish the people around us, because we do not know that when we will leave the 'wonderful' world. I hate 'Nightmare'.

Good movie...

Last night saw a very good movie, and hope to share. In fact, the content of the story is not so true, but some circumstances made me feel very moved. A lot of time, that is, because that minute may be the entire consequences are different. After reading this drama, even has a sense of want to cry. The original time of the encounter of the person, or the time to do what is true is very important.

Sometimes we will be because of time and missed the right person, but if there is a 'fate', then the final will still be together. Was afraid of the feeling of separation, although human can not escape sickness and death, but when we know that the loves one will going to leave, that feeling true pain. So to cherish the time together, because we do not know what will be the last time appointments. We must make our lives more exciting, and no regrets.

Who is the 'right' person?

In fact, the most distressing is the loves one not understand me.When to say is always so sweet, but when the problem happened , why all the words into harm? Why love a people so pain?In fact, the fundamental love is to let the two people in loves have the opportunity to hurt each other, do you agree with it?

Originally, the thought that he would be the most understanding of my people, but until now found that most people are not aware of him in me, it is difficult to describe this feeling, the tears flow in my heart, but the eyes did not tear, it is sad or despair? Women despair, or give up hope, also can save it?

Possible, life and love, has never been protection, but also should not buy long-term insurance, and die, the insurance will compensate, but totally the case? What happens?

Time is the best proof of love, perhaps we really need a long period of time, or experienced a lot of things before I noticed that the other side instead not the right ones.... but it would be too cruel, why should there be many good memories, it was found out he was not the 'right' person?